An Example of Unbelief
Therefore let us
be diligent to enter that rest, so that no one will fall, through following
the same example of disobedience. Hebrews 4:11 NASB
Do you ever struggle to believe God’s promises to you? To
believe that His intentions in real life—your life—are as good as they look on
paper? I do.
In college and seminary, although I was daily confronted with
God’s wisdom, power, and love through the teaching of godly professors, I often
gave in to doubt in my personal walk. I
can remember stumbling down the sidewalk to my apartment after classes one day,
thinking “God doesn’t have a wonderful
plan for my life, like He does for other people. I don’t think He cares anymore; I’ve
disappointed Him too often, and now He’s just silently putting up with me.” Those
days, I was doubting because of unwanted circumstances. Now, even though God has provided some of the
things I longed for most, I still find reason to disbelieve His goodness—now it’s
questioning His saving purpose in my life because He still allows me to
frequently sin. You say Your Spirit is conforming me to the image of Christ. Oh yeah?
Then why was I awful to my husband for the third time today?
Recently God, in His grace, brought me face to face with the
true nature of disbelief through an account recorded in the book of Numbers,
convicting me of my sin and showing me how wrong my thinking is.
It
is an intense time in the Israeli camp.
Not many days before, a man was stoned to death for breaking the
Sabbath. Jehovah had added this
epitaph to the execution: “So you shall remember and do all my commandments,
and be holy to your God. I am the Lord your God, who brought you out
of the land of Egypt to be your God.”
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Numbers 15
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Now,
two leaders of the tribe of Levi are staging an outright mutiny. Their
contention is with Moses’ leadership, and in their fury they make the
following claim: “Is it a small thing that you have brought us up out of a
land flowing with milk and honey, to kill us in the wilderness, that you must
make yourself a prince over us? Moreover you have not brought us into a land
flowing with milk and honey…”
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Numbers 16
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Their
first allegation is astonishing. Moses brought them out of a land flowing with
milk and honey? No indeed—he
was God’s shepherd to lead Israel out of the misery of bondage in Egypt, for
the high privilege of being set apart as God’s chosen people. God’s magnificent promises to them included
a home in the fertile, bountiful land of Canaan. But in their rebellion, these men willfully
turned God’s promises upside down.
They cast Egypt as the real land of blessing.
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Even
more outrageous is their follow-up statement: “You
have not brought us into a land flowing with milk and honey, nor given
us an inheritance of fields and vineyards.”
After castigating Moses for bringing them out of Egypt in the first
place, now these men are blaming him for the failure to enter Canaan! Keep in mind the real reason for the
failure: as a nation, Israel had refused to trust God and had rebelled
against His faithfulness. They had an
opportunity to enter the land of milk and honey, but instead their unbelief
resulted in exile that would last forty long years.
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Numbers
13-14
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Ridiculous,
isn’t it? Those Israeli men were so blatantly
wrong in their statements about God and reality! And yet we do exactly the same thing when we
turn our experiences into a reason to doubt God. In the New Testament writings God declares His
commitment to making His children more and more like Christ, giving us greater joy
and giving Him greater glory. When our lives
seem undesirable in small ways or in profound ones, this isn’t an indication
that God has stopped being interested. Difficult
circumstances are often the very thing He uses to lovingly make us more like His
Son. Even the daily experience of sin can
be a reminder of God’s constant goodness to us.
While my sins are still totally offensive to a holy God, His Word tells
me over and over that Jesus Christ died and rose again as the sufficient
sacrifice for all my sin, and that
because of Him I’m accepted by the Father now and forever.
In Hebrews 3
and 4, the writer admonishes us to take God at His word and to trust Him—and
warns us not to follow the example of
unbelieving Israel. What part of God’s
Word are you finding it difficult to believe?
Does the example of Israel in Numbers 16 remind you at all of yourself? What
is a practical way you can remind yourself of the gospel and find rest in Jesus
Christ’s work for you?